hey peeps! was looking at the date of my last post.. and realized two months have already gone. this is the revival. heh. anywayy. yeah during this two months.. went to vietnam.. and well, been occupied with alot of acitivities.. joined starringSMU - car wash and will be doing the largest human flag with umbrellas at the padang next week for NDP. reminds me of rihanna's unbrella mtv.. under my umber-ella.. ella ella~ anyway, keep a look out! =)

went for FTB camp, Oikos! econs camp.. and to date, my most enjoyable, FANTABULOUS one is none other than Uni-Y camp. the activities they came up with + the people + (getting to play bridge during free time whees haha) = perfect combi! and.. getting to bathe at YMCA shower rooms (with hairdryers - of which Ashley is very thankful for). Telematch on first night was a big bang for PYTHAGORAS!!

pictures will be up.. well, soon. haha.

and yesterday when i got back from camp.. I was sooo pleasantly surprised. among the stack of flooded emails in the inbox.. i was been told that I have been offered the SMU Study Award for Economics. oh man i think God answered my prayers.. cuz daddy's quite sad that i screwed the scholarship screening, furthermore i didn't even apply for it in the first place.. and to them i think they sort of got the wrong idea that i didn't want it.. which is bahhhh. oh wells. my first reaction was to pick the phone up and call daddy =DD

but then, next step is to get a consistent term GPA of at least 3.4 in order for the award to be renewed every year. damn. every now and then i start to falter in my thinking and think if my limit has hit the end.. but then again.. limits are meant to be pushed. gives me one more reason to work towards my goals. =)

anyway, Uni-Y camp made me think of many issues, including personal ones.. it's not just the CIP activities that got me thinking (again) but the other fun times that i had during the games.. the realisations.. the feelings. it made me feel a whole lot better.

i still miss my folks.. cant wait for mama to come back.. together with krispy kreme donuts! =)

was supposed to go 2D1N kelong fishing trip with clara sarah and liru.. but i guess i'm backing out now.. sigh. mixed feelings man. and mom just asked me if i wanna go cambodia next week.. will see if i can squeeze in a short getaway the week after since i have to be here next week!

when the string broke.. it freaked me out.. looking back.. i think it was a sign.. though i chose not to believe it at first.. i thought my "smile" thingy had gone.. and i didn't want that to be another sign.. but it reappeared again later the next night.. and it made me smile.

maybe it's better this way.. but i just don't want to shut you out completely.. if you know what i mean.. because i don't like it when you get the wrong idea.. and i think you will..