it was just this morning that i thought i had changed since that time.. that i learnt to be sensitive to people's worry.. like when i don't answer their calls.. and just plainly ignore them cuz of my frustration at them.. and all.. well i guess i improved.. but i still lack that certain something to make it better..

just wasn't in a very good mood.. mood swings i guess.. and then some moron old woman just had to cut the taxi queue.. and when the security guard told her to move to the back.. she wouldn't budge! wth?! who does she think she is. i would have soooooooo wanted that guard to drag that woman to the back of the queue -.- and also some people trying to cut the queue too. (although i wasn't even in the queue) i felt so piqued. like wth? i guess it's these instances which drive me to present the bad side of me in public when i get freakingly out of my mind.

anyway.. was watching table tennis match just now.. li jia wei lacks sportsmanship i must say. haha.. that's what i think.. quite bad tempered too.. =X

maybe this word is overrated. nevertheless..

sorry.