there's always two sides to a coin.. sometimes i wonder what it would be like if there were no choices to be made in life. that everything would be laid out (nicely?) for you in life and that you have no choice but to accept whatever that comes your way. but they always says its the welfare of everyone to be able to choose, a blessing. true. but then you incur an opportunity cost for every choice you make. and sometimes the opportunity cost is just about as great as that of the first choice you decide to make, but of course not equal.

you cant live life through vague probablities alone. - read it from somewhere.

last night (or rather this morning) i had a dream that me and melmel my cousin was cooking jap food.. those fried stuff.. then nad nad was pouring scrambled egg onto something to cook it too. it was so real eating those stuff ok. that i woke up expecting the fried potato in my mouth. darn.
and i also had another weird dream, but now i forgot what it is.

today's romance in reality is far from those in fairytales. that's probably the reason why people yearn so much to have a fairytale ending.. -translated from a chinese thing i read from a cd..

what is love? "love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired" that definition gives a negative light to this beautiful word love! then what is love? love is the feeling when you walk on clouds, touch the star and bring them down. no.. we cant walk on clouds nor can we touch the star.. then how do we attain love? love is an illusion. no.. [everything also cannot. you come up with your own definition lah! -.- ]

let there be no ending to our story. even as the pages of the notebook are filled to the maximum, our story will go on and on. even as the pages of the notebook fade away, we will not fade into oblivion. as the swans in the pond continue to wade, we too, shall wade our way into a never-ending romance that entails a fairytale ending--