im sleepy yet i don't wanna sleep.. went to PS and istana park to celebrate qi's birthday just now.. took lotsa pics and scared ourselves quite abit just now -.- happy 17th birthday! =)

sick, tired.mentally and physically. no, i mean not mentally sick, just physically.

t__ts__ is the cutest thing i've ever met. haha. t__ts__ makes me realize how easy it is to fall in love.. =)

watched a cinderella story just now on hbo.. nice typical fairytale. mm.. can reality always mirror fairytales and have a happy ending like ' and they lived happily ever after' and you close the book. those snobbish rich girls think they're the most beautiful things on earth and just throw themselves at men thinking the men love them to bits. oh puhh-lease. love aint all about superficial stuff.. it's about the inner being that you show.. that's what makes you beautiful.

speaking of superficial, i was thinking a clique, a gang, a boyfriend/girlfriend is just a name you give to groups of people/someone. maybe a couple who is in love always hangs out together, but aren't officially boyfriend-girlfriend.. it doesn't matter that much does it? what matters is how they feel for each other. how they make each other special, and knowing where they stand in each other's heart. see the inner being, not what people label you.

am i soft hearted? i didn't know it was so hard to reject someone.. especially not right in the face. but then the truth always hurts right. but i've already told you the truth dammit. why can't you understand it dammit? stop trying to run away from reality. my heart's too small to have more than that one special one for me. and there ain't gonna be a replacement.

zzz..