a guy thinks of sex on an average of every eight minutes. yes. eight minutes! how could it be? that's the average time i think of food! -.- no la. fascinating anot?

lost my pink pencil case today.. panicked. then sushi called her friend to help me find at LT2. guess i left it there after bio lect. then lisan and sushi went "its fate". nooooooo~ i refuse to give in to fate. in the end, i got it back. i wonder what God's trying to say.

hmm.. sometimes i complain then people think i too serious they think i very sad. actually no la. i where got so pessimistic de.. just complain to feel a teeny wheeny bit better only ma. haha. but then, sometimes its real la. feel so pek cek sometimes. grrrr..

rahhhhh. i want my chemistry prowess back. >.<>must sleep early. i learnt my lesson, papa and mama.

anyway, i was thinking.. if it continues to be like this, i wonder if it can withstand time and other factors.. cuz its like always so near yet so far lei. so unreachable. =X cuz i figured i always want to make the best of things and what i feel is really very strong. when i do something, i want to make it last. forever. and i mean it. so.. since its very important to me, i GOTTA FREAKIN DO SOMETHING! but how lei?

lisan: how could you scold yourself stupid?! you're not stupid okie? =)