im starting to think if what i once stood for is crumbling apart now. it makes me question.. if what i always thought that thing was is what it truly is.

-Closer To Me-

Constantly girl you're on my mind
Girl, I think about you all of the time
And even though words are hard to say
Girl I miss you, never thought I'd feel this way
If you keep on taking
My heart you'll be breaking
So why do you do this to me?
You know how I'm feeling
It's you I believe in
Baby can't you see that I need you?

Everyday reminisce about the past
Of a love that we thought would last
How we used to be when it was you and me
How did it all disappear so fast
There are days that I can't forget
There are things that I now regret
I was there for you when you were there for me
And I was thinkin' we were set
Every night when I'm laying in my bed
I hear your voice going round in my head
Think of all the things I could have done and
All those things I could have said
I really will make it up to you
I know now what I've got to do
It took time but now I've realised how much I'm missing you

You're an angel in my eyes
Everyday, you're closer to me

nice song.. =) old songs are always nicer than the songs nowadays. doesn't hold as much meaning anyway.

the higher the hopes you place for someone, picturing him as someone as near perfect and unique.. the more enormous the disappointment when that person disappoints you. i cant fathom why im feeling this way. but then. bahhs.

*im sorry

that's all i can say.. i know it may not hold much. but that is all i can say.

maybe everyone has always been like that all along..its just that i never came about finding out. will i ever find out anyway? no one is always honest anyway. the cruelties and realities of life start to sink in every now and then.. what has happened this year?its like this year is soo eventful.. both good and bad. ahh whateverr.

lost. confused. left stranded in a sea of thoughts.