hey. back from hokkaido. feels so hot back here cuz temperature is like more than doubled. heh. bought alot of things. don't want to think how much money was spent. not facing reality. haha. cuz everything over there is costly!


i broke the law twice in japan. persons below the age of 20 are not allowed to drink liquor. haha. didn't know they were so strict. drank the jap sake and the sapporo beer. the beer they produce locally. went to the factory and they gave free-flow tasting. quite nice taste. but i couldn't taste the alcohol in the beer. (or couldn't remember tasting the alcohol in the beer). and the vodka pear i was drinking the other day. tasted damnit mild. that means something. not very good though. heh.


went with a tour group this time. the group was fun!! and the guide was entertaining. took lotsa pics!! will start scrapbooking for this trip, the other japan trip, the hongkong trip(erhem erhem someone please gimme the photos, hehe). and more of the less recent stuff if i can!! hee. so i tried soaking in the hot spring, tried the specialty soup curry, snow crab, FRESH sashimi raw sea urchins (love!) & prawns. the steamboats. food still makes the world go round for me. lalala.


i don't quite understand why some people can 'bear grudges' for so long. ('bear grudges' sounds quite wrong but i don't know what else to call it) or keep their hatred towards others for so long. maybe it's me living too much in a 'fantasy' world. but what's the use in holding on to a hatred for so long?

i have to decide on the uni this sunday. giving myself this deadline. hopefully i will be able to meet it. heh. it'll probably be SMU. and i hope it is the right choice.

hmm hmm. now that i have been asked again if i wanna go play for amb alumni concert.. (prac's coming mon and tue nite) but im going for acjc choir concert on mon nite, how to go for concert with only one prac??!?!) so little pracs for this year. haha. might probably just drop by or something la. see how.

the airport people asked me to work again when i come back for another 5 days 24-28th may. was very reluctant to. cuz was very lazy. haha. but i sort of gave in, sounding very reluctantly. and i couldn't believe they can't find other people can. heh. but i said i won't be able to make it on 24th, and that i wouldn't be able to work 25th morning, and don't give afternoon shift for 27th. and that 28th won't be free. in the end, they didn't confirm with me anymore. haha! i so mafan.


so glad to be welcomed by that message when i got back. =)


and sansan, you really auto-updated me. hee! but so many things happened among you girls that i think i'm lagging so far behind. =( hmph. melmel you want to do volunteering together?

and today is jul's last exam day! whee! freedom liao~ hehe.



so today marks the end of the one-week changi airport stint. rejected their extension for two more weeks cuz i'll be going off to hokkaido on friday for 6 days! back on 24th may! =) will probably see those working in morning shift at terminal 2 on friday. haha. quite sad that i won't be seeing those people anymore. no more waking up at 3am. no more sharing cabs. heh. but it's a fun experience i got for this whole week. the people are nice.. the trolley and port (isit called that??) service uncles are very friendly, will chat up with you. those red-shirted staff working at CAAS were also very nice. de-briefs were enjoyable because you get to hear comical and drama stories from passengers. yeah.

just went to check webbie for jc band syf results. nanyang band got gold lehhh! haha. realized no jc band got bronze. hmm. i miss band. the majestic sound the band produces. should i join this year's amb alumni performance again? hehe.

and i went to weigh myself at the airport using the baggage scale. i weigh a whopping 46kg!!! never in my whole life have i weighed that much beforeeeeeeeeeeee. this is an emergencyyy. never thought i would come to this day that i would have to worry about my weight. cuz it never seemed to increase for like yearsss, until NOW! damnit.

anyway, yeah shev and ballack ain't playing for 19th may's clash.

probably going to bali for beach trip in early to mid june! =D

oh. and yesterday was mother's day! after work on saturday, went to watch him play soccer. then went to causeway point to get our mothers' prezzies. i actually loved what i gave mommy! and she loved it too! =D lalala. so after work on sunday went home to take quite a long nap. woke up in the evening to go for mother's day dinner at peach garden with aunts uncle mellin and jujull. my uncle gave ahma a chocolate mousse cake. hmm, quite filial after all. heh. dinner was very entertaining! =D and then another choc cake from chocz courtesy of mellin. veryy full. but i liked the dinner. lalala.

ok. tata. lols.



i realized i haven't finished what i wanted to say. haha. this is going to be a very choppy and random entry.

may 19th is so packed with events but i am just not going to be available in singapore!! rahhhhs. first. there's the FA cup final. it gets more interesting when [eh. i forgot who] will be out of this match due to groin surgery. then there's NUS high tea. then there's SMU high tea with deans session. then there's nyjc prize presentation! RAHH.

and and. i so hope man utd don't face points deduction!!

btw, something really random. farhanah said i looked like i was from acjc. that's like so surprising. haha. and she asked if i was from chinese dance. do i look like a chinese dancer? haha. surprise again.

acjc choir got gold. just because they overshot the time limit, so there's a 10% point deduction or something like that. think it's such a pityy. sigh. i mean, why penalise for such things? but never mind, i think everyone knows what they are truly capable of. =))

oh yes. it is so soothing to be at the airport in the wee hours, probably just to hang around at the viewing mall, or mc'donalds. because it's so quiet and peaceful! =))



i shall talk about my airport job experience here!

to start off, i saw mtv vj UTT yesterday! my fave vj! =D cool, casual and cute. he probably was going back to thailand. haha.

so.. met and interacted with a wide range of people at the airport. and i find satisfaction from what i'm doing because i get to hear people sincerely thanking me for helping them!! =DD and people who really treat us so nicely and say things like "have a nice day darling!" after we ask them about the regulations. this is what i call happiness from within.

oh anyway, today took a cab with a 'stranger'. cuz each of us can claim cab fees of up to $12 a day, i think this guy staying at serangoon knew that his cab fee would exceed that, so he messaged almost everyone in the morning shift to ask if they were willing to share cab with him. think i was his saviour. and i didn't even know him or knew what he looked like. didn't see him in training or orientation. and i just said okay. haha. so the cab driver started the trip picking him up at serangoon, then to sengkang to pick me, then to punggol before headin to the airport. total fare was $30.60, below the 3 people claim of $36. haha.

ohoh. i feel like a global citizen. heh. was asking this guy who was going to fly to jakarta about the new regulations, and he asked me if i was from jakarta. and then i asked a caucasian,

me: good morning sir, are you aware of the new regulations regarding liquids, aerosols and gels for hand-carried luggage?
guy: yes, i'm aware. you're from UK or canada right?
me: no...
guy: you speak perfect english! there's no singaporean accent.

=DD i could still speak that way after like, eight years?? well, that's probably cuz that was how i started off anyway.

little toes were in pain again due to the pointed heels. -.- so after knocking off at about 1215pm.. went roaming and kacau-ing those in the afternoon shift with farhanah.. sat at the viewing mall till about 145pm.. then headed home. kept dozing off in the bus! zzz.



hope sushi doesn't mind that i post this cuz i think its really very nice. sushi gave me this to read:


香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害..

不要轻易说爱, 许下的承诺就是欠下的债.

其实有一种爱情叫做放弃.. 风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险..

在爱情世界里, 没有谁对不起谁, 只有谁不懂珍惜谁..

遇到了真爱就不要轻易说离开.. 要记得抓紧爱情, 而不是抓伤彼此的感情.. 不要忘了真爱难寻

reminds me of "true love" in wang zi. =)

jotted down a lot of quotes from wang zi.. i think i can start to copy them down into a notebook already. hehe.

one which is my favourite is this: 真爱是不能被放弃的, 能够放弃的就不叫真爱.

okay. i'm lazy to blog already. haha. saturday went to play table tennis with daddy. then abit of karaoke with mom and aunt. haha.

just want to say that friday night was a blast! =DD

*in the midst of preparing present