maybe the best way out of the whole situation was to stay away from all the action. that might have been the best way out, to salvage whatever that would be left. maybe God truly had this plan. on january 6th.. i truly cherished that day. when we could reconnect and pick up from where we left off. and what you said to me that day.. it truly warmed me so much. i hope something will come out from all of this.. i don't want to let go of such a friendship. i miss you too.

anyway, went to dxo today. chilled with wenjie siewhan vanessa. aileen, as usual, is perpetually busy. bish. talked about the past.. about the present. and dug up old scandals. haha! looking forward to the next! =)

please let me stop looking back at regrets and help me look forward to a promising and meaningful life ahead. =)

i think that's what happens when i suddenly become free from work. and my mind starts to think of things. people, enjoy the months you have before uni! you won't get a chance like this anymore! take time off to do something out of the ordinary!