stayed home the whole of today. did some talking with julia. and then started reminiscing. oh the good old days in anderson. how i miss them so badly. how we would have two breaks each day and hop around from classroom to classroom, sometimes sneakily eating in there. when everyone was a close-knit kinda thing, when everyone knew almost everyone. when the class would be happy when the teacher turns up late (especially for physics when DM Mr Ang would always be busy handling discipline cases or stuff). and where physics always took up the last period of the day, and people would be staring blankly into space when he 'thinks' we're listening intently. well, he knows better. and always tries to make jokes when people would go, diao~

when we would play carom in each other's classrooms. those memories. they never fade.
when our batch brought glory to the school. when AMB achieved their golden dream. when we went through thick and thin together, the cries, the laughter, we all went through. when we would play midnight basketball, or just sit by the field.

with cw's mini concert in 4/1, just beside our classroom. with ken's talking of us being elites. with k3's bursts of laughter. when we would laugh at how we behaved when we look back. with aileen's and my chitchats during chinese lesson. with mr king chye! and mr kwok's fabulous english lessons and mrs lim's unsurpassed way of teaching geog.

* looking at people's photos, we see how they've changed. how they've moved on. how they've led their lives. how they've had fun. when we would meet again, and fill one another in our lives.


our paths may have diverged as people get busier with their lives,
but we all came from the same tree - andss.

the place i call home.



i am back. was supposed to write about the stuff i did for the whole week, was supposed to sound happy. but now i am burdened with two things. everytime there is unfinished business beckoning me to come up with a decision or a solution, i would feel so heavy, so stressed. that i can't seem to focus on anything else.

everything was so rushed. damnit.

should i go or not??? ARGH.



been shopping for the past.. eh. let me think. 3 days? my poor feet. the soles are aching. i need a break mann. and, got my knee-length dress yesterday.. and my heels today. thanks to aileen who reminded me there's phuture london to look for dresses! so, i think that's all i need. oh, and i finally bought my nike sneakers i've been eyeing for so long! =) and i think, i should take a break from spending for quite a while. it's quite, eh, scary. haha.

it's been a week since exams are over, and i haven't done anything much, except, buying the stuff that i need for next week. and yeah, i just wanna have a cuppa at starbucks or coffee bean, look out the window in the comfort of the sofa, just watch people go by.. or watch some show on a notebook.. ahh. care to do that with me? no more studying there. for the moment. haha.

i penned the lyrics myself: (no no, i didn't write this song. i listened to the music and typed out the lyrics, cuz i couldn't find the lyrics!) not going to put the whole chunk of lyrics here. if you want them get them from me! i took quite long to pen it down lei! haha =P

here's a peek:

till tomorrow, is just a little step away.
we'll be there, as long as you believe in love again.
why must we still be waiting, well please don't keep me waiting,
cuz i know that we're waiting, waiting for that happiness.

don't walk away. just take a look.
soon you will find, life’s really good~

life is good - nathan hartono