sighs.. i don't know why i am so sad today.. i feel so..lethargic.. no mood for anything. i just feel like listening to "love me for a reason" and "concerto d'amore".. i miss the band.. just now in school i kept hearing them playing.. then some of them had sectionals.. bahhs.. i want another concert.. i wanna blow my tuba.. = i want to play in the band concert where the sound of the music surrounds everyone.. "surround sound" where the music will make your spines tingle, and your hair stand. where you feel the air around you moving yada yada.. i wanna play phantom of the opera.. ok i'm dreaming again..

the middle part of concerto d'amore rocks big time. it makes you feel so..peaceful.. full of love.. yet in a tragic way.. ahh..whatever.

oh anyway.. happy birthday to zhiyang.. =) when i read that book i immediately thought that it suits you.. since you're so inquisitive.. =P

it feels so surreal.. yet.. i think the answer has come. [ok i know this is totally random and makes no sense whatsover..] yea... anyway.. i believe the answer has dawned upon me.